I give up. I’m never going to have any real friends. Just when I thought I’d made a true friend it happens again. I get pushed out the picture. Maybe I wasn’t meant to have friends. Guess I’m Cubone the lonely pokemon. A depressed weirdo that spent today waiting around for nothing.
New laptop on the way which means blogs with me on screen. Lets plays on Pokemon. Habboxing online and hopefully getting the software which I’ve purchased to become a DJ on their channel. Good thing I have over 1000 songs and will be getting the latest Now CD’s with gangnam style of course :3
Odd when you are in the process of a break down to find that someone you used to know posts an amusing picture of you when you were in Year 10. Seriously not in the mood when you realise you are a loner in your own group. No one seems to realise you are upset when you exist maybe I should just disappear. Everyone has someone they are more chummy then the rest in the group expect me. I used to until they buggered off to be with more girly girls and left me. They won’t talk to me or sit next to me in class. And if I get kicked out of one more group at school I’m leaving. The stress is getting to a point where I can’t take it. I just want friends and to be included is that too much to ask? Maybe I wasn’t meant to have friends because the same thing keeps happening to me. I have had 10 and more break downs this week I don’t know how I’ll cope at uni. Maybe I shouldn’t even go!
Amazing what happens when I’m bored and haven’t posted in a while. My explanation Hatchi the 69p app based on the classic tamagotchi. Being bored I decided to go retro and change Hitchi (I was bored) and make her green and went for a colourful background :3